addicted - 10.24.02

Something I was working on a while back….
It’s kind of a story….

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We met in a twisted fashion…
it’s crazy huh?
my aquantaince, my friend,
the homie from that one night…

I disappeared and you were still there….
but I wasnt…..
And that was fine…cause we met again,
While I was gone…

So you wanted my heart….
and I couldnt, I just COULD NOT do it,
I was wit him and you just weren’t there yet….
or you just wanted me to give something I couldnt at the time.

So then the situation flipped…
You were no longer the pursuer,
you were being pursued…
by ME…

But again, you weren’t there yet….
you were stuck in some SICK
FANTASY WORLD, where you GOT all that you wanted….
including me…

I wanted you for more, and you wanted me for less…
and who knew that my luv for you would be PUT…
to the ULTIMATE test…

So I ran…
I ran crying from you…and all you represented,
in hopes that I’d forget about you and you’d go away….
But you wouldn’t….
you’re STILL
FUCKIN
HERE.

You’re invading MY mind,
You’re invading MY space…..
and I want you to…

So the situation flips again,
you pursuing me, I can’t have YOU…
And then…
all of a sudden…
you’re fallin in luv…..

But it’s not with me…
and I’m happy……
I’m happy that you’re with her, and not some
RANDOM female who wants YOU to violate
HER body in HER free time.

If she makes you happy…
Then be happy….

And if she makes you smile…
then CONTINUE to smile…..

But SMILE for me……
I still want you….
you still invade MY mind too, ya know….

See….I’m addicted to you….
And you’re addicted to me……
And I’m glad you’re coming to your reality……
Cause when you’ve completely reached the reality that I’m at….
You’ll realize that we were meant to be together….
And this little addiction that we share means something….

If when you walk outside and you smell that mist…..

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untitled - 10.10.02

*i kind of threw this together….it’s not about anyone in particular or anything, it’s just thoughts that seemed to flow from my brain a couple months ago. It’s kind of broken, so bare with me….*

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You dont know ME…. so WHY do you judge? Why is it possible for YOU, of aaaaaaaall people, to hold this grudge? I’m a person, just like you, And I have feelings, JUST LIKE YOU TOO. so dont ACT like you like me, cause umm…I dont like you. put up a front and pretend to befriend me? when all you do is, uhhhhh snicker about ME behind my back, with your friends, people who dont matter, and people who DONT have a say, as a MATTER OF FACT. Quit playin games, and come with the REAL… I mean, since everyone THINKS they know the deal, fa real? Soooooo quick to jump up, but forget to ask how IIIIII feel…. huh? are YOU for real? DAMNIT, FUCK you and FUCK what you claim… I’m so SICK and TIRED of playing this game. Running in circles, around this topic, but no one but me is trying to stop it? MOVE ON! is what i profess to do, I’m gonna suck it up and move on, why dont you? don’t ACT like you know me, or how I feel… Cause as much as you TALK, you dont KNOW the REAL DEAL…. MOVE ON! and suck it up is what I say…. Cause at the end of the day, YOU really don’t have a say, ANYWAY.

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