I have a tendency to blog when I’m happy and confident…but right now…I’m not so sure that’s the case. I havent blogged in such a long time, huh?
I guess I’ve spent so much tme wallowing in the negative, that my stress level went super high. But… things are finally starting to even out…at least I HOPE they are. :surprised:

Week before last, I spent the week at a company conference at Disneyland. I have to admit it was ROUGH being away from Incog for so long. I was glad when the week was over and I could sleep in my own bed. :hug: It was a loooooooong ass week. lol I can tell ya that much.

These last classes are killin me. I’ve come to hate Mondays and Tuesdays with a passion. Spending 4 hours straight in a classroom learning about common sense principles are really working my nerve. AND he wants a 15 page final paper? :wtf: I gotta finish these so I can get graduate and get out of here….:woohoo:

I’m learning to manage my stress levels. :bitch: I realized that at the rate I was going, things just were NOT good. So now my attitude toward many things is, it’ll happen when it happens, and if it doesnt, there’s nothing I can do. The true meaning of “letting go and letting God”. I talk about it so much…..it’s way past time to practice what I preach. So far, it’s been working well…but I have to tell you….

When you ask God to bring you closer to him…He really draws you close. I dont think I’ve ever prayed as much in my entire LIFE as I have the past MONTH. :pray: God works in such mysterious ways… I do know one thing…if you can send up a silent prayer as you read this…I’d really appreciate it. I know that prayer works in numbers. I KNOW that for a fact. Sometimes I say and/or do things that I dont really mean. Every action causes a REACTION. I pray that God continues to watch over me….:pray:

Weekend before last, Incog and I took a trip to the Santa Barbara Pier & Art Festival. I really had a good time. I posted the pictures in the gallery that weekend, but of course havent posted in a month. I’ve also posted a few newer photos in the May 2006 Portrait Album.

Anyways…class in a few hours….gotta get back to starting this final paper (due next week).

Thanks for your prayers in advance…
Stay blessed.

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Yeah well…I’m almost done. Almost. :thumbsup:
I made it through my first set of final papers. I still have to write closing arguments on one, but I’m content with the fact that it shouldn’t take more than an hour or two. And I’m still waiting to hear back from the professor regarding the presentation that pre-ceded the paper.

However, I know that my other paper went well. :woohoo:

very well written. this was an enjoyable read. im glad you made it into the course

That’s what she said, at least. I hope that means that my final grade will be good as well. :pray:

Patience is a Virtue.

Although it was drilled into me for 8 weeks, 3 days…*you dont need to know the rest*…it’s an area that I still struggle in. :bitch: I’m having a hard time seeing where this is going…and I think a few others are as well. :shocked: The issue is that no one really “knows” and I dont know how I feel about that. If THEY dont know, how am I supposed to know? My confidence in this is shaken, and I might have to consider some alternatives soon.
Things are good right now with me and Incog. :heartbeat:And I know that it’s all God…I hope that things continue to be good and even better than they are. A few weeks ago, *if you remember*, we went to Palm Springs and stayed at the Morongo Resort and Casino. Super plush it was *yoda moment*. Those are some of the photos above. There are more in the gallery, of course.

Welp….I hope you all had a blessed past few weeks! Stay safe!

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It’s been a while…again. So much has happened that I was going to put things into categories for you, but realized that even THAT would be really long.

It rained today. And you know they say that when it rains, it pours…so let me give you a recap…

Last week was pretty okay. A lot of running around, to say the least.

I had a chat with Incog that I believe changed a whole lot of things for us. It’s a positive note. There’s nothing sour or wrong here.

We went snowboarding last weekend. We saw snowFALL for the first time EVER. We had a LOT of fun, but managed to hit a patch of ice on the way back. Thank God for two selfless young men who helped us by pushing Lexi as Incog drove in order to get out of the ditch that several cars had already skidded into. I prayed the whole way home.

Last Sunday we went to go see a movie, and on the way out, i left my purse in the theatre. After sneaking into another movie, and driving about 2 blocks from home, i realized that i didnt have it and we drove back in a panic. When i ran up to the manager, he knew what i wanted. I didnt have to ask. But sadness set in when i realized that the person who turned in my Dooney & Bourke Purse and matching Wallet, neglected to turn in my Cell Phone. I purchased the new Treo the next day, but not without turning off the old phone and reporting it stolen so that whoever had it, could not use it OR activate it on another line.

I’ve been so tired this past week, I dont even know what’s wrong. Classes went okay, but it seems like I’ll be doing papers and reading books until Jesus’ Second coming.

Yesterday *Thursday* I received some “somewhat predictable” news that i “wasnt expecting”. I was kind of hurt, and felt like I had been led astray but came to the realization that SOON is so much better than NEVER.

Today, i took Lexi to the car wash to get a full detail…polish, wax, interior shampoo at the car wash down the street from my job. They were supposed to call me when it was ready, but they didnt. I called them, and was amazed to see that the Lexi looked really good…brand spankin new. I tipped the man who had done most of the work and drove back to my own job. About three hours later when I left for lunch, I realized that they had “neglected” to put everything back into the middle compartment. I lost my garage door opener, a pair of Guess Sunglasses, two CDs, a notepad and pen, and……the Car Charger for the new Treo that I purchased not even 5 days ago. I drove straight to the car wash only to reach a CLOSED sign. An hour after that….it rained.

We went to see Vendetta and The Hills Have Eyes tonight. They were both really good movies, but we realized that people can not control their children these days. Talking throughout an entire movie is NOT COOL. Neither is swinging your leg and kicking someone’s chair and then denying it when they turn around to ask you to stop.

Someone I knew….their father died last Sunday. I received the news tonight.

Tomorrow morning *this morning*, in about 6 hours, my mom will be knocking on our door. We’ll be making the trek up to Palm Springs for the weekend, to spend a day or so relaxing and taking in the views while my mom gambles. We’ll be staying at the Morongo Casino, Resort, and Spa. It’s supposed to rain, but i dont care…

I dont profess to know a lot…but, the Lord works in mysterious ways…He opens doors that we can not see…and He’s ALWAYS on time…

You see, I know that God is working…and I know that he’s opening doors…and this mini vacation…is RIGHT on time…

Stay Blessed…

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