It’s been a while…
28 Feb
Not sure how many days, but I know it’s been a WHILE since my last post. Let’s see…Christal’s birthday was the 18th, and I posted two days after that making it the 20th, and today is the 28th, so…8 days, huh. :uhh:
I guess I’m at a point where…”I dont know” seems to be the magic phrase. Sometimes I wonder what keeps me pushing. I got a lot on my shoulders. You ever just wanted to stop and say….”I WANT OFF”! or even just stay in bed and pull the covers up and just pray that the next day you’ll actually WANT to get up? :surprised:
I found this old picture when I was browsing the computer last night. What’s weird is that I remember that day. It was a very cool day, and I was about to get ready to chill at home. I was always one to find joy in relaxing. Never really wanting to go out TOO much. I hated LA. It was so BLAH to me…I couldnt wait to move. I used to lay on my bed and watch old TV shows. A typical Saturday for me was actually just sleeping and watching tv throughout the day. That for me was enough.
Where am I going with this…
Right now, I wish a lot of things. I wish a lot of things would happen. I wish a lot of things would just BE. I’m starting to grow closer to God, and it’s almost scary because I’m CATCHING myself before I do something, or say something. When you ask for God’s guidance, he really DOES guide you. I just hope that what I want, and what I wish, will somehow come to fruitation. Better yet, I hope that what I want and what I wish, will be God’s will. :pray:
Have a Blessed Tuesday you guys….
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:pray: Remember the verse your granny taught you?….Lean not onto thy own understanding, but in all thy ways trust………You finish it.
I Love you Pus:heartbeat:
That is such a great pic!!Hope your Tuesday is blessed too!
chelle
I feel…you on that….the closer I get the God the more I realize how flawed I am. I’m learning that I was a arrogant s.o.b Just because you accomplished alot in your life does not make you righteous in God’s eye sight. He judges with a whole different criteria. Asking for his will is scary for me….becuase in the back of my mind…i feel i will end of preaching or something….I’m already labeled the “dependable one” at my church. My biggest fear is finding myself broke and holy. I dont mind the holy..I just dont want to be broke.
It’s always great to turn to God when it comes to guidance. And by the way Courtney, I’m still patiently waiting for you Podcast….lol.
Hey… I remember that pic! (still don’t quite know where you were going by bringing up that pic… but ah well)
This was a good post. Encouraging actually. It’s good to see people growing closer to God and it makes me want to continue to grow closer myself.
Hope things smooth out for you. ( With school and all… I don’t really know that they will until the end of the semester. lol)
You look adorable in that PIC!!! I totally feel you on this post….I have been paving my own ways closer to God myself…It is certainly a blessed journey! Keep your head up mama:hug:
That is a very nice picture. And boy do I know about days on which I’d rather stay in bed.
Hope you get what you wish for.
YOu were missed. That’s a great picture by the way. And you seem like you have alot on your mind – but in due time things always seem to work themselves out. Just have faith and believe and press on.
UNDERSTAND…I’M THERE WITH YOU…I’ll keep you posted
Girl how do you get your hair so shiny?:uhh:
I love your hair, the pic is cute.:thumbsup:
Wow girl. You’re a fine piece a work! Glad to hear that you’re getting closer to God. Only good can come from this.
Girl, your hair is so pretty and well maintained.
God will be on yourside, you have a lot going on in your life and it’s good to know that you are giving God his blessings because you are getting them back twice as much. Continue on the positive path you’re on
:wave: Hey there. Keep your head up, things will be all right. :hug:
Ahhh, Im having the same feeling. Its funny when you’re feeling a certain way, just to go read someones blog who is going through the same thing. Good to know you’re not alone :surprised: