Courtney Elizabeth

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Two Faces - April 2004

July 17th, 2005

You seem to have two faces,
You speak differently,
to different people
in different places.

You want everyone to see you,
In a positive light,
But somehow,
You’re always the one to start the fight.

You’re always in the middle,
Running your mouth,
Talking about things,
You THINK you know about.

But you’re pissing me off.
And your kickin up mess,
But it’s me you’re dealing with,
You’re putting ME to the test.

I should have known from before,
Just what type of person you were,
You spoke one thing to me in quiet,
Out loud, another to her.

Your best friend told me you were like that,
Although I didnt want to believe,
See it wasnt your fault,
That i was in this,
It was all me.

It was all me,
For thinking you were the friend that you were,
But while you were saying one thing to me,
You have been saying another to her.

And all this time,
I thought you had my best interest in mind,
But it’s coming to light,
That i should stay away from your kind.

One of the friends,
That I thought you were,
You were saying bad things about HER to me,
And bad things about ME to her.

What’s funny about all this,
Is that it’s happened before,
And when it did,
I didnt shut my door.

But I allowed you to use,
The best friend in me,
Whatever you needed,
Whenever you needed it,
There was always that best friend in me.

You only call,
When you need something from me,
And I’m mad after all this time,
That I can finally see,
The so called friend I thought i had in you,
You ALWAYS found in me.

So now everything,
Is starting to make sense,
You seemed to have my back,
When I was strattling that fence.

But in actuality,
There were two faces you had,
And this whole situation,
Just seems really sad.

But when things get bad,
And HE leaves you,
You’ll realize that what you THOUGHT you had,
Wasnt really true.

Because what you THINK you have,
Is NOT the greatest shit,
And I’m sitting here waiting,
For all this stuff to hit.
There’s a reason things are,
The way they are now,
And I’d like to explain them to you,
But I dont think i know how.

Because see,
The friend you had in me is gone,
And while you’d like to think your shit dont stink,
I’m not going to be the one to show you,
What’s really going on.

Because I’m tired of being a friend to you,
And I’m tired of acting like you’re mine,
And I think once I stop pretending,
Everything will be fine.

Because while you’re up here,
Minding all of my biz,
Your man is out there running game,
Making sure that he gets his.
So maybe you should stick to home,
And leave my business alone.

Maybe one day she’ll see,
That you have these two faces,
Sharing views and thoughts with two “friends”,
Different people, different places.

See me and her are one in the same,
And when all this comes out,
We’ll have no one to blame,
But you and both of your different faces,
Sharing views and thoughts with two “friends”,
In different places.

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