it’s been a while - 4.24.03
it’s been a while - 4.24.03
It’s been a while since I listened to my music,
It’s sad that I have to use it for such a tool as this,
Getting out anger
in the middle of the night.
My thoughts are pouring things that I can’t fight
or comprehend, at times like this.
Music comes in handy.
Music comes in handy.
It’s been a while since I told you how much I hate you.
Here, let me say it again,
I hate you.
I hate you, and those like you who feel the need,
to talk and not know what they talk of.
To talk and not have backup,
to Backup the talk.
To talk and not have shit to show for yourself,
Diploma? Huh? graduate.
Dont talk to me, not knowing me,
or thinking you know me, but you dont.
It was time, but it wasn’t THAT long,
this sad song plays over and over,
but it doesnt right any wrongs.
Done by you or me,
or people like you who hate me,
for being me, all the while,
making YOU look bad, for talking and not
KNOWING what you’re talking about.
Cause yeah, word gets around.
You’re talking in one ear, but you don’t hear the sound,
Because it’s falling…..
Resurfacing in MY conversations…..my conversations turn to YOUR conversations, or conversations of YOU and YOUR ill thoughts….
Christian huh?
Cause it gets back, and I know you know it does,
He tells me everything.
He tells me everything,
that you didnt say or havent had enough courage to say, or even think to say when I’m around.
It’s okay, I know you’re weak.
You put up this front as if you’re HARD,
or the force to be REACONED with,
But you haven’t met my fist,
but then again, you never will.
Because when I talk, it’s indirectly,
not directly, right?
Well, if these words reach YOU,
and you feel as if YOU are the one that I’M talking about,
then that’s as DIRECT as I need to be.
That’s as DIRECT as I need to be,
for someone like you,
who hates on me,
or thinks of me in a manner other than good.
Damnit ——Line edited for positive reasons, although, it rhymed with good.
I’m sure it’ll come up,
It always does,
You dont do this, you do this, you havent done this,
can you do this?
The answer as of now:
NO.
I hate being me…..
I love being me……
I love to hate being me,
cause it pisses you off…..and it feels good….
Music comes in handy…..cause it’s been a while……
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