Feelings…
I don’t really know what i feel right now….my feelings are all jumbled i guess…I just wish things were EASIER. Someone once told me that if things start to get difficult, that I need to reevaluate if it’s worth it. I guess…I’m just at the point where I dont know anymore. It’s just tooo hard…..feel like i’m pushing and waiting for the earth to move ….like i should just give up and let go. Maybe i need to take a break…
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I’m thinking I’ll use this weekend to really think about things….I’ll be in Texas with my sands and neos hanging out and havin fun…..it’ll be a chance for me to reevaluate. I started to give myself a deadline as to when i should make a decision. I guess, i’m just used to setting deadlines because it keeps me motivated and it keeps me moving forward…..but maybe that’s the problem. Deadlines. Patience. One thing i always set, and one thing that i never have…..
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I think i’m at that cracking point……
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Tags: Guess
jazz
26 Apr 2005 at 10:07 pm #
DO WHAT U HAVE TO DO? WHATEVER IT IS U FEEL IS BEST….FOR U! GOOD LUCK…I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES YOUR WAY.
Kelvin
27 Apr 2005 at 5:18 am #
Breaks are good…….
Take all the time you need….you know we will be here….:o)
Yolanda
27 Apr 2005 at 6:38 am #
Awww, Court, we get those days. Take your time. Don’t fight the flow. Sometimes that’s the best way to get over the hump. Smooches . . .
eric
27 Apr 2005 at 7:20 am #
hey mammas. Long time, no talk. But you got my heart, you know that. Take whatever time you need, then holla at me. You know the number. :thumbsup:
Dayrell
27 Apr 2005 at 8:31 am #
Ya know Courtney. Crazy, cause I was just in your shoes a week or so ago. I was soooo over-whelmed girl…I thought I was literally going to explode or something. But, I took a small break and I feel a waaay more better now then I did beofre. Even though my break was only for like 2 days or so…I still felt a WHOLE lot better. If I were you, I would just take a breathier like you said (exclude yourself away from everyone and everybody, all phone calls, computer, etc, etc, etc)…and just chill and have your alone time. That’s what I did. I even went out and did a little shopping by myself as well…watched a couple of movies, among other things. And working out at the gym always helps to release tension to. it’s the best tension releaser in my opinion. Well. Hope you feel better sis.
de-de
27 Apr 2005 at 10:26 am #
awwww shit. all hell has broken loose. this nigga eric already assumed the worst and put himself in line to be the next Mr.
lmao. Shit, where can i sign up? right here?
de-de
27 Apr 2005 at 10:27 am #
PS. i dont have any kids and i have a good job. THNX
Princess Dominique
27 Apr 2005 at 10:27 am #
You’ll be ok sweetie. Everything that is supposed to happen will.
coley
27 Apr 2005 at 12:44 pm #
Hey Girl…Keep your head up, everything will work out how it’s meant to be! We all have moments like this. Take a minute to yourself and re-evaluate what ever it is that’s bothering you. Then pick up and move on! And like Kelvin said we’re here for ya! XOXOX
Frank
28 Apr 2005 at 6:18 am #
Hey luv. Dayrell hit it right on the head. Whenever it feels like that box is sliding the sides in, and leaving me with no room to maneuver, heck I hit the weights and the cardio workouts. Hard. Taking out whatever I’m going through at that time in the gym. It does work wonders. Almost like a tremendous albatross being removed from your neck. In the end, I’m sure everything will work out in a way that is good for a sista. Good luck to you!
ME
28 Apr 2005 at 12:26 pm #
:hug: ….And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him and who have been called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28)
In other words, everything that happens; happens for a reason if we love the Lord and are fitting into his plan.
Trust him…. :hug: I Love you Pus!
jdid
01 May 2005 at 1:13 pm #
sometimes stepping back and taking a break is the best way to go